I'm so tired

Idk why I can't get a sleep schedule figured out, I sleep too much and I think that's why I'm all messed up. I need to iron this out ASAP!
I got my fish tank all set up. I am still trying to figure out what to get my mom for Christmas...

Never can be consistent...

With my posts. I like looking back and remembering what happened, but I never feel like writing.

Blogger is new....

There is only 2 days til my birthday.... Oh how I wish something's were alittle different.

As I lay here awake...

I think, only 9 days til my bday. My last year of being in my 20s. :(( this sucks

I've probably seen tangled

About 100 times in different parts and bits. I can probably recite most of it....
I hate my seasonal allergies/colds. My nose hurts from blowing it so much and I'm starting to cough! Which I hate! Gah hurry up winter!

2days...

:))

Bummin it

Baby fly <3

It's here

And I love it!

I want to go this year!!!!!

Rain glistening off my windshield.

Burr

Hello fall in az! 60s at night 90s during the day....! Can't wait for fire pits and sweaters!!

Hockey....

Words

74 point word, not bad, not bad
:)

Wide awake!

Purple hair! Well I want it dark purple but it keeps washing out.....

Friday shopping

I actually just said I may be done shopping... But then i realized there is still Costco on the list.

Poor baby with a broken elbow, I can't imagine how much pain he's in!! :((

Az sun and clouds

And today starts

Me posting at least one pic a day to remind myself how grateful I am to be alive!

Yup Adam Levine... Yum to the mmmmyy

When ??

Is enough, enough?
When do you settle?
When do you put yourself out there?
When do you give in, even just for a night?
When do you stop trying?
When do you do what you want to do and stop worrying about others?


Probably when you die...??

Ok so I thought I'd never say it...

But... Facebook is better then twitter in some ways. Maybe bc most of my friends are on Facebook so I get more feedback, but I do like twitter bc of the celebrities seem to have more interaction on twitter. So I still have both. Um I'm mostly just rambling bc I don't have anything better to do. Guess ill go fix lunch.

Twitter!

@cowgirlgeegee

Tired
Sleep
Tomorrow
Anxiety
Love
Confusion
Butterflies
Dentist
LOL
Money
Blood
Sweat
Tears

Inevitable happiness is within reach, just gotta be PATIENT!!!!

😁

Kiss concert!

So much fun. Motley Crüe and KISS rocked it! Soooo hot tho, gene Simmons posted it was 106 on stage... Well gene, it was probably 150 out on the lawn, but I'd do it allllll over again!!!! <3

Havent posted in a while...

Ok so spell auto correct is nice to have on my phone. But when I have to Correct the correction 4 times before it finally takes what I am typing, it gets annoying! Lol

Can't think of anything good to write...
Oh! My schedule changed at work, so I have weekends off!!! I work Sunday, Tuesday, and Thursday! It'll be nice having a 3 day weekend, plus Monday day/night off, wednesday/night off. It's a great schedule. In all honesty, I'd LOVE to only work Monday, Tuesday, and wednesday..
With that.... Ima go clean then go home to bed in 3 hours... I should probably go see my horse since its been a week....

Sometimes I wonder...

If someone has something that seems so good, why would they want to walk away from it. Well today I learned why....
Bc no matter how hard you try, the other person you are trying to work things out with just may NEVER get it! It's like talking to a brick wall really. I still don't fully understand some people, after today I can officially say I couldn't handle it anymore and had to say, "leave me alone, this isn't going to work, ever!"
It sucks, but I really am a happier person without them in my life. On to bigger and better things!! Bahhahhaha
Peace!

Lol

Is it possible...

To miss someone like crazy if you aren't "together" but aren't super awesome friends either. Like somewhere in between. Does that make you obsessive? Maybe if I knew how that other person felt, I wouldn't be so worried....
This might seriously be a problem....

Love him

Ouch

Gate : 1
Genessa : 0

:(

Why do I live in az??

I should become a snow bird and leave for the summer, it's too hot to live here. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if we had a pool bc I don't remember being this miserable when there was a pool nearby. Thank goodness the next 2 weeks I'll be house sitting with a pool. Ahhh

Getting too much sleep

Really does make you sleepier.... Hmmm I need to get back on track! I feel like a lump.

For tomorrow...

I shall be waking up early, washing the truck. Possibly using the 900 points 90 cents off per gallon gas. Then shall be floating in the pool all afternoon. Well for a few hours, I will be applying my sun tan lotion first thing in the morning. Only thing is, I just washed my hair today, so I kinda don't want to get it wet/sweaty/dirty. I don't know why I psych myself out thinking I can't wash my hair two days in a row, but yeah it kinda stresses me out.... I need help. Lol

Summer time

I don't like driving around when it's 112 out... Yuck

Thank goodness for ac!

Got some new responsibilities at work, so either she wants to keep me or drive me away... Doing the drug log isn't so great sometimes! Lol

Swimming tomorrow, I guess that is one good thing about summer...

Poollllllll

Time.

It's quite amazing that you wonder what you were thinking back when that's all you ever wanted.....

Fun in the sun

For 10 whole days!!! I may be tired of it sooner then I think. I got my sun screen today for only $5 too!!

Cornish pasty, my fav place!

Wednesday

Is the start of my weekend, kinda. I don't have to be to work til Friday, then I work Friday and Saturday, off Sunday, work Sunday 12 am-7 am then all Monday and Tuesday off and I start the cycle all over again. I'm gonna ask for that stupid Sunday shift to go away and add to it so I don't have to work Fridays. I don't know, I kinda like Fridays, but I'd be nice for another full day off. Maybe keep Fridays and get Sundays off completely so I had Sunday thru Tuesday off.... Which would be better???

Why are we humans...

... With desires to be close to the opposite sex???

Hahah this was a great drink!!

I've been thinking...

In the movies and tv shows, they've been showing stuff about Alzheimer's and dementia and how sometimes it helps the people who get either of the diseases to remember the past by reading their journals. Of course mine are all online and are available for people to read, but I tell myself how I need to write more and so on. I love to look back and read what I was doing at that moment in time. It has also helped me piece together some puzzles of the past together and what happened when.
So I sit here at work, procrastinating the inevitable cleaning that I must do before 7am. I tell myself, not think, that I am going to journal/blog more. But I don't know if I want it all out there for all to see. :/
Time to see if this thing has a password or something.

Awesome cat! <3 he will be missed...

March...

So far 2012 has gone by so fast. I really can't believe it is march and I can't remember anything that's happened this year so far ....

:(

Well I'll write more later, gotta go take my meds and check the mail...

Byeee

Nows it's January...

And I slacked almost 1.5 months in my blogging. I put blogger on my phone and not just my iPod so I should be better about it... But I've been saying that for years, dont hold your breath ;)